As I sit in the middle of no where with no friends, no cell phone, and according to my mother no TV..I have to wonder where it came to the point where it is okay to invite friends over, kick me out of the bedroom i have become a custom to over the past two weeks, and then continue to yell and scream outside of where your daughter is trying to sleep at one in the morning even after she has privately told you that the reason she came back to the festivities was because it was to loud to sleep. But that's my mother for for you...
Maybe I am just resentful because her and my father seem to not care if i have friends and have created rules that stop me from even attempting to make any because according to them I shouldn't associate myself with the young demographic of this town...but if it is that bad then why move here, why force me to live here when i have a perfectly good, and empty apartment sitting in Peterborough where my cousins are, and the people i have spent that last two years building relationships are.
I asked her if I could watch TV while I waited for them to finish there late night antics and her response was to turn up the music playing through the satellite. IT'S NOT FAIR! and I know what your thinking well life's not fair but you would think a mother might have a little more respect for her daughter.
As for my beach plans they were quickly canceled when my mother wouldn't let me walk on the beach alone at night...We live in a town with 2000 people how bad could it be I grew up in Oshawa aka THE DIRTY SHWA! Where i was permitted to wonder around Radio Park (the hangout for drop outs burn outs and everyone in between) and Stay out until all hours when I was 16 but all of a sudden now that I am 20 and live somewhere that very little can happen I have rules and Restrictions...and of course when I argue this her response is well then find a job and somewhere else to live if you don't like my rules...NEWS FLASH...I have somewhere else to live but you forced me to come back here...I would happily go back to the Peter Patch and be with the people who have come to be closer to me then my own parents.
I can't believe that it has only been two weeks and already I am slipping back into the clinical depression state I was in before I left for school... but hey history is supposed to repeat itself right...
Maybe I am just resentful because her and my father seem to not care if i have friends and have created rules that stop me from even attempting to make any because according to them I shouldn't associate myself with the young demographic of this town...but if it is that bad then why move here, why force me to live here when i have a perfectly good, and empty apartment sitting in Peterborough where my cousins are, and the people i have spent that last two years building relationships are.
I asked her if I could watch TV while I waited for them to finish there late night antics and her response was to turn up the music playing through the satellite. IT'S NOT FAIR! and I know what your thinking well life's not fair but you would think a mother might have a little more respect for her daughter.
As for my beach plans they were quickly canceled when my mother wouldn't let me walk on the beach alone at night...We live in a town with 2000 people how bad could it be I grew up in Oshawa aka THE DIRTY SHWA! Where i was permitted to wonder around Radio Park (the hangout for drop outs burn outs and everyone in between) and Stay out until all hours when I was 16 but all of a sudden now that I am 20 and live somewhere that very little can happen I have rules and Restrictions...and of course when I argue this her response is well then find a job and somewhere else to live if you don't like my rules...NEWS FLASH...I have somewhere else to live but you forced me to come back here...I would happily go back to the Peter Patch and be with the people who have come to be closer to me then my own parents.
I can't believe that it has only been two weeks and already I am slipping back into the clinical depression state I was in before I left for school... but hey history is supposed to repeat itself right...
This is the story of my Life!...FML
Thanks for reading my rants...and hopefully i will have something more uplifting to write next time I post...and if those of you are saying why the hell am I reading this she is just a spoiled young adult well then have your opinions and I am sorry fro wasting your time
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